Wow... July 1!!

Ok... it has been a few days since my last blog!  I am slacking...LOL!!  Well, actually not slacking... just been soooo super busy with life!
Our business endeavor has been put on hold temporarily... things just didnt jive with the bank and such.  But, like I ALWAYS say... everything happens for a reason!!  I am signed up for Grooming School... beginning in August.  I am sooo excited!!  The woman that runs it seems WONDERFUL... and will teach me all I need to know about grooming, and starting my grooming business!  I am soooo very excited!!  I like taking steps in the right direction!!

I am sitting here... rushing through this blog... It is shortly after 11 am... and my day has already been extremely crazy!!  Josh is having more car trouble... and I made some executive decisions on that!!! (Oh yes, we all know how I am with those!!LOL) 
Actually... the past week has been FULL of those decisions for me!  I am on a mission to simplify our life!!  And make the lives of our kids even better.  Baby steps!

I am also sitting here thinking... actually I have been thinking all morning.  Isnt it funny...  I never had anyone I could depend on growing up... but MYSELF!!  And now... EVERYONE depends on ME!!!  Crazy.  Of course I dont mind when my kids come to me... that is my job as a mother... and Stacy's as a father.  But we also have other ppl needing us.  My bitter side wants to know where these ppl were when I needed them!?!?  NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!  So why in the hell am I helping them??  Am I being used... or taken advantage of??  It is possible... but still I do what I can for those ppl.  To an extent.  And I am coming to the point where I just say screw them all... and take care of me, my kids and my hubby!!

Oh well... not worth the energy it is taking me to type this.

Ugh... the past few days have been HORRIBLE Fibro days!!  I didnt sleep at all last nite... and I hurt like hell ALL OVER!!  I dont complain much... but days like today really get to me.  I will still keep moving.. and never give in to this pain or bullshit!  If I do... it will consume my life... and that wuold be the beginning of the end!  NO WAY... NOT ME!!!  POSITIVE THOUGHTS...POSITIVE ENERGY!!  I will keep going forward!

I have all intentions of getting back to LOVE DUCK FARM business next week!  I have some magic potions to whip up!!  And my jams and jellys are waiting to be made.  I am going to pick blueberries tomorrow!! 
I am also working on our goal to SIMPLIFY LIFE... getting rid of unneccessary things that clutter up our space!! 
Bronco 2 is getting sold.  Stacy's car is getting sold (to Josh, now).  Our motorcycle is getting sold.  The Expedition is getting traded in on a newer car for Stacy.  2 of the tractors we have sitting outside are being sold.  And that is just the beginning!!  Tidying up life and our surroundings has been LONG over due!!!  I am really feeling the motivation to get these things done!! 
Tomorrow there will be a scrap run too!!!

Ok... I must be getting out of here... time to go save the day of my son...