SERIOUSLY Frustrated

I have to make some changes... I have to downsize my "load"... because I just cant do it all anymore!!! 

Yesterday I opened our mail to realize that the ONE thing I asked my husband to take care of... which is our car insurance, because I HATE the insurance company he has... and for some reason he just wont switch...  He DIDNT do!!!  Sooooo.... MY car and MY truck are about to have their registration suspended because of the INSURANCE COMPANY'S fuck up... and my husband NOT taking care of it like he was suppose to!!!  Mind you... HIS car and bronco are not affected!!!!  GRRRRRRRR!!!!  PISSED OFF doesnt even begin to cover it!!!!

THEN, I get to the kids dentist visit... to realize that Stacy never took care of Nathan's name change at work or with the insurance companies!!!
DOUBLE GRRRRRR!!!!!

Josh is racking miles on my car like it is going out of style.... AND shit on my car is mysteriously getting broken.  His car is sitting in front of our garage just waiting to be fixed.  I am really getting the shits of that mess!

Anytime I leave the house... thinking that someone still in the house can take care of things... NOPE... WRONG!!  I walk out that door... and the world I leave behind STOPS! 
We went Christmas shopping yesterday afternoon/evening... we were gone for 8 hours.  Nathan did what he was told and took care of ALL of the rabbits... for the most part.  Brittany was in bed, sick... all day.  Courtney's ass didnt leave the front of the TV.  Soooo.... NONE of our dogs were taken care of.  I came home to crates full of pee... and my shop full of pee and stinking to high heaven!!!  PISSED OFF!!!!  
On top of that... Not ONE person could empty the dishwasher... Soooooo.... BOTH sinks were OVERFLOWING with dirty dishes!!!!!  When you turned on the spigot...  water ran over TOP of the pile and onto the counter!!!!!!  Do you think anyone took notice????  NOPE... just me!!! 

In addition....
Our house smells like death.  There is a dead mouse SOMEWHERE in this house... and I am the only one who seems to be bothered by this.

WHAT THE HELL...?!?!?!?!?

Came home from shopping...
Had to assemble new rabbit cages... rearrange rabbit living quarters... take pee'd up dogs out... clean crates... scrub floors... clean shop... and try NOT to hurt anyone in the process!
This on top of getting all the way to Lancaster yesterday afternoon... just to get to where I wanted to go 20 minutes AFTER they closed!

All the while... dealing with STUPID shit from my mother AND grandfather!!!!!!!  I am so freakin sick and tired of hearing about her "problems"... I just dont give a shit anymore!!!!! 
She REALLY needs to get off her lazy ass and do shit for herself.  I am NOT going to cater to this crap. 
Just as she was NOT put on this earth to entertain me (which is ALL I ever heard growing up)... I was NOT put on this earth to be her personal slave.  NOR was Josh... OR anyone else!!!!! 
I have done all I can do... offered all I can offer... Now, either follow the rules and make a life for yourself... or GO AWAY!!!!   I moved FAR away from these ppl for a reason... and now their issues are invading my life and space!!! 

I can NOT take it anymore.
I can NOT think for EVERYONE.
I can NOT take care of EVERYTHING.
I can NOT stand this bullshit.

I FUCKING QUIT!
And if that means I need to find a padded room somewhere to stay in for awhile... FINE!!!  I wont have to cook, clean, or think for others for awhile.  It is a damn shame THAT is the only way I can get a break!!!  The sad part... I dont think one person would actually miss ME... just everything I do around here.

OK... done with my venting....
Now I have to get Nathan up, and fight that battle.... then run to harrisburg for an enforcement hearing, which is such a waste of my life and gas... then get Britt to the Dr because she is still sick as hell!

Ummm... when do I get to do something I ENJOY...?!?!?  NEVER!