Let me first say that today has been a GREAT day!! I worked with a sweet little terrier mix this morning... and then finished up Sprocket.
I dont know what happened... but today I feel so relieved!! I think my "self talk" last nite did the trick!
That... and the fact that the nurse at the cardiologist's office told me that I needed to step away from ALL of the stress IMMEDIATELY!! (And I have to get back to 140lbs, and cut out ALL sugar, choc, pasta, caffiene... and everything else fun... and get my ass back in the gym doing some low impact excercise...) My heart is already under stress from my previous surgery and the scar tissue left behind... add the extra weight I have picked up = even more stress on my heart... If I cant get this under control on my own that means more surgery... which means even more scar tissue... which means even more stress on my heart!! Soooo... it is a nasty little cycle I have gotten myself into!!!
Needless to say... I have removed my head from my ass... and have all intentions of getting this under control... ASAP!
Sprocket is actually TIRED!!! He had a busy morning...and is now sound asleep on the floor by my feet! WOW... that is a first! LOL!
I just called Millersburg Borough... I was told that the parade has been postponed until tomorrow nite. Which means we will NOT be participating in Millersburg's parade. Tomorrow we will be in Elizabethville's parade!
I am going to pester Brittany into making T-Shirts tonite... and I think we are just going to walk it! I will brush and blow out my dogs... maybe add some "flare"... and that way we can talk to ppl while we hand out candy!
The past few days have been interesting. The stress has just been mounding up on me... and I swear, I just couldnt take any more!!
Monday nite Stacy and I had to go over and chit chat with Josh... about my Mom moving up. He wasnt happy.
My Mom was up yesterday... she checked out the house. I guess it is all set... she will start moving in the up coming weeks.
I wrote up agreements for everyone to sign. Had to lay out some "ground rules" to get everyone past the first couple of weeks. Other than that... I am pretty much done. They will have to work it all out. I have done all I can do, at this point. Everyone has a warm place to sleep at nite! They will need to either appreciate it... or move on.
I REALLY need to get my focus back on my shop... and making it successful! I also need to get focused on the kids I still have living at home!! I have been so preoccupied that Nathan and his homework hell has been rushed through all week! Since ALL of that kind of stuff gets put on me too! (cough, cough... STACY!!!)
Stacy dropped my car off, to get inspected today! Fingers crossed that it passes!!! I know the tires where a bit close.
Now if we can just find someone willing to part with some stock CRX springs... life would be good!! THEN I can drive the darn thing and stop using my truck all the time!!!
I guess this is all I have time for right now. I have to get started on my to do list. I have some comfy, fuzzy socks waiting for me! AND... a ton of laundry.
BRING ON ANOTHER SUNNY DAY!!!
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