At what point...

...do you just throw in the towel??

That is basically how I am feeling lately.  Like I said the other day (not sure which one... because they are all running together)... Just when I think we are crawling out from under the bullshit... BAM... something else hits!

I have one week to get shit together for the parades!  One week... and then they start.  Stacy cant get the truck running... and I just dont have the time or patience or whatever you want to call it, to help him with it.  I am soooo on "over load" that... I cant focus on a damn thing!  I know he needs help with the truck... and I just cant seem to spread myself any thinner to help him.
I NEED to get my stickers printed... I NEED to get the candy... I NEED TO MAKE SURE WE ARE IN THESE PARADES... SPREADING THE SHOP NAME!! 
I never made it to the vinyl/sign guy... Not sure if it is too late, or not.  I dont have costumes for my dogs yet. 
I have to make this shop a success.  And this is the PERFECT opportunity to get the name out there!

Gunner kept me up most of the nite.  It seems the pain meds work great and knock him out for the first 5 hours... but after that... he is up whining and crying.  It was a rough one last nite!
This morning wasnt much better.  He had his first feeding... and he isnt very patient as I "prepare" his meals!!!  Have to wet his food, to make is mushy... since his tongue has a boo boo.  Have to add the supplements... and his meds... then top it with a bit of canned puppy food.  To him... it just takes too damn long!  LOL  Poor boy!!

Mom seems to be doing good today.  Her job sounds interesting... LOL!  I think she is moving in the right direction on making decisions for the future.  That is a HUGE relief to me!!! 
My grandparents still SUCK!  But, I wont even go there again.

Let's see...
My children are in for a rude awakening!!  They have pushed me to the point that they just may not like me anymore.  And I am ok with that.  I am tired of giving, giving and giving... and them just expecting, expecting, expecting!  Ummm... they dont appreciate a damn thing... they dont even keep up with their chores.  I am done playing this game.
I just cant keep up with EVERYTHING...   I am at my breaking point.

Another bummer-
I was doing soooo good with my "diet"... and last week it all went to shit! 

MUST PULL IT TOGETHER!!!  MUST PULL IT TOGETHER!!!

Time to clean up more muddy paw prints... because this rain is exactly what we needed!  NOT!!!