Ups and Downs...

Yesterday was definetly an "UP"!!  Kids all had school... and Stacy took me on a road trip!! 
We headed up to Sullivan County... and had a late lunch at Forksville Gen Store!!!  I LOVE that place!!!  I also LOVE that we already have our retirement planned up there!!!  I cant wait to be sitting on the porch of our little cabin type home... relaxing... looking out over our little piece of heaven... with our dogs, and other animals!!!  NO bullshit!!!
On a sad note... the devastation up there from the flooding last month is sooooo sad!!  Even cabins built on stilts are gone... but the stilts remain!  Foundations left behind all over...boats now resting at the top of trees... cars smashed into things... metal roof pieces laying all over... destroyed building ...  roads completely GONE... Just sooooooo sad!!!
Yesterday was an amazing day!!!  I miss those time Stacy and I use to have.  But, I am glad we can still sneak in those moments here and there... and go to my favorite place, during my favorite time of year!! 

Today was spent working on the other house.  I weeded and cut back a lot of stuff.  And boy am I hurting now!
Stacy put in the coal bin. 
I think we are just about done over there.  We really need to focus on our own shit... for a change. 

I am seriously just spread too thin.  We have so much going on... all over!!!  And I am about sick of it.
I am quickly learning to set limits.  It is what I have to do to keep myself healthy... because Lord knows, ppl will just keep taking and taking until I am dead!  No one cares!
I came home from working at the old house... to my own mess of a house.  Of course, the one child that IS home this weekend didnt do a damn thing!!! Not even her chores!!!!!!!!  See... they want me to have a damn stroke!!!
So needless to say... that didnt go over very well... but she didnt care. 
Things need to change around here.  But I cant change it all on my own. 

THEN everything I CAN eat, on my new diet, is GONE!!  Even my decaff tea!!!  So, I am pissy about that!!  I'll just starve and dehydrate until I get the chance to go to the store again.... who cares...

Ok... I am done...  I am EXTREMELY pissed off....

I guess I'll just go the hell to bed... to wake up and deal with it all by myself tomorrow.  Stacy has to go back to work.