I got this...

What an insane past few days!!
I cant thank my husband enough for being WONDERFUL!  He has been right there, reminding me what is up and what is down... when I seem to forget!  I dont know what I would do if he didnt have these couple of days to spend with me... and my mom.

I am 210% PISSED at my grandparents!  I CAN NOT believe how they are acting during all of this!!  They make me sick!  My grandmother didnt even acknowledge my mother losing her husband... and my grandfather acts like it is a major inconvenience and wont help me, help her AT ALL!!!!  BUT... if it were his one (pot smoking, drinking, etc) sister... he would be dropping EVERYTHING to run and wipe her ass for her!! 
I just dont get my family!!!! 

It is ok... I got this. 

I have added to my already full plate... and I am dealing with it all. 
Today we managed to clean out Earl's closet... and Stacy and I packed everything up.  I divided things between the kids... and have the rest in bags in the car... until we find out if Lori's consignment shop is going to take men's clothes!  At least that way we may be able to get a few bucks for things...for my mom.  Earl had quite an impressive wardrobe!  And my mom could use the money!
We also took and are going to dispose of Earl's medications.  That is a weight lifted off my shoulders. 

My mom starts her part time job on Monday.  I think that will be a good thing! 

In addition to stuff with my mom...  I have 2 grooming appts on Saturday!!  Oh yes... I am starting up a grooming business... I almost forgot!  LOL!!! 

My mom has visitors coming tomorrow!  Sooo... Now I dont feel bad going to the big CRAFT FAIR at Knoebels with Jen!!!!  Ohhhhh the money spending possibilities!!  LOL!!!  I NEED some new crafty fall decorations!!   

I am really glad my mom will have visitors...other than just me and Stacy.  I just can not believe NO ONE in my "family" has even called... or sent a damn card... UGH!  Yea... some "family"!!  That is ok... all those die hard "Catholics" will get their... because GOD WILL PUNISH THEM.  Not very Christian like... that is all I have to say!

Anyway... my mind is going a million miles a minute... and my phone is still ringing... I have a bunch of things to get in order before morning...
Stacy doesnt know it yet... but he is going to have a "to do" list tomorrow... since I wont be here to do the things... and they need done before the weekend.  I have things I need to figure out!!!

Ok... done babbling!  Good nite!